Monday, December 15, 2008

do the impossible

I don't know why, but for some reason - the idea that Christians live out the "impossible" daily has been running through my mind the past few weeks… There are so many people that I know that lead lives that others call "impossible."

I guess the idea of this all started when I was way back in 10th grade…

Through my honors history class, I got the chance to go out to Washington DC for a week with a program called "Close-Up." Over that week, the 300 or so participants were split up into groups of about 20 student, and one night, my group had a discussion about drugs.

I didn't say much during the discussion (I get nervous talking in front of groups sometimes), but afterwards I had a discussion with a guy who had come from Gary, Indiana. He lived in the stereotypical city area - full of drugs and crime. He had talked a lot that night about his own experiences, and you could tell that he didn't like the area that he was growing up in.

I had gotten to know him a bit over the time we had been there, so I went up to him and brought up our group's discussion, and I told him that I had never tried drugs or even seen any -- ever. He was completely floored, he could barely believe me - we talked for a bit, and before we went our separate ways, he asked to shake my hand since - to him - I had achieved the impossible (I thought that was a bit weird to have a hand shake be involved in that…but whatever - he said he wanted to have shaken the hand of someone who had never seen drugs).

I can only hope that I gave him some hope that day…because he just saw a cycle where drugs would always be involved, and by me telling him that I had never even seen drugs in my 17 years…that was amazing to him, and I can only hope that he tried to make his own changes to lead a life that he thought was "impossible."

...While writing out that story, it sounds super dorky to me, and it kinda is, but in the situation - it fit right, and he really was sincere in the happiness he showed me when he found out that not every high schooler in America has had a life that universally involves drugs.

There are things that Christians do everyday that our society says is impossible. I still haven't seen drugs - ever - or even been drunk, and my guess is that most people would say that's impossible for someone at my age. I also know many friends who waited until they were married to have sex…and I still know a lot of my un-married friends who haven't had sex yet either - and plan on waiting. Someone I really respect told me that it is IMPOSSIBLE to wait for marriage…and when I gave the examples of my friends that I know waited, he says that they are lying. But these people are practically family, and I know they aren't lying…and I also plan on proving this person's bad expectations wrong through my own life. Maybe he won't believe me when I say I waited, but it's not about him - it's about myself, God, and whoever I may one day marry.

Everyday we Christians do the 'impossible' - we get up and live lives that others do not believe is real or attainable. Some people can’t fathom a place where they are not in constant fear of being attacked, some people cannot imagine a place with endless clean water, some people can't see that drugs don’t have to be a part of their lives, and some people don't believe that they can avoid additional heartache by waiting in their romantic relationships.

Don't let yourself get in a rut where you start to believe that what you want is impossible…through God, you can do all things and gain strength through Him.

Philippians 3:1-14 (edited)
2Watch out for those dogs, those men who do evil, those mutilators of the flesh. 3For it is we who worship by the Spirit of God, who glory in Christ Jesus, and who put no confidence in the flesh.

7But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. 8What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ 9and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ—the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith. 10I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, 11and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.

12Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. 13Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 14I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Fergus Tour!

Glad I finally figured this out...ENJOY! :)

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Awareness Test...

Hello all!

Joni and I have safely returned from our trip to Ohio! It was amazing and great and so wonderful - I'm so glad that I had the opportunity to go.

One video that they made us aware of at the conference is this one that is embedded below...It asks you a question at the beginning, and I totally got the answer wrong... It really showcased how if you are not paying attention - you can miss something huge that is happening to the people around you - friends, family, neighbors, etc. I hope you're as floored as I was at how I could mis-watch this video...

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Youth Minister Confession Dos

Two blogs in one day!? Yes. That is how much time I had to think on our super long road trip out to Ohio! I got up at 4:30 a.m....left Joni's house at 5:30 a.m....and we just arrived in Cleveland at 9:30 p.m. your time. What a long long day, AND I get to do it all again on Sunday! I usually don't mind road trips, but it's a little different when you're not with your friends (although my company was fun, none of us were too energetic)!

Anyways, my confession. My confession is that I have begun to try to control way too many aspects of my life lately. I think I threw too many things in the air to juggle, and since I was handling it ok, I decided that I could keep piling on more...somehow, I got a little too power hungry. Yesterday was the day when everything I was juggling kind of slammed into my face. I usually get into the office around 9:15 (since I'm there until at least 5 every day, if not later), but yesterday I got in by 8 cause I knew I would have a TON to do. I worked all day trying to prepare everything for the fundraiser that's going on this weekend (which I will be missing...), and I ended up staying in the office until 9 p.m. I didn't stop once except to eat lunch for 30 minutes...and by 8:30 p.m., I could barely make a coherent sentence (I sent out some emails between 8:30 and 9, I think I had to edit them about 5 times because they were making no sense).

I was working so hard - I was typing up reports and order forms on my computer, I was printing pictures off of another computer, I had the copier running downstairs creating hundreds of copies that needed to be ready for the weekend....I had everything up in the air, and I thought I could handle it...but by 9:00...I knew that I couldn't handle it. Once I got back to my apartment, I knew that I had been beat, and that I had tried to take over my life (luckily, I failed). I don't like trying to control my life - because I cannot control all of the forces. So at the end of the day, I had done my best to prepare for our fundraiser for this weekend, and I finally told God that I was leaving the rest up to Him. I can't do any more physically this week to help this fundraiser do well this weekend...but He can.

As we were driving across the vast nothingness known as Indiana today, I recalled writing a blog that included different translations of Philippians 4:13 - "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." And I realized that I was putting a bit too much emphasis on the "I" part of that verse...and not the "Christ" part of the verse...

Can some of you agree with my feelings of failing at control of your life? You feel a bit too powerful because you have Christ on your side...only to forget that without Christ you would be nothing...? Sometimes it's a good thing to lose control...and to have everything in your life slam into your face...sometimes - it's that perspective that we need to gain in order to refocus.

Hello from the road!

Yesterday was crazy....so much to do to get prepared for the photo fundraiser selling this weekend....(bytheway - I still need more people to sell...no need to sign up ahead of time - just go to the table and help!)

So although yesterday was crazy, I still had a few successes....one - was getting my video of Fergus up on YouTube....and now, today, when I was going to grab the link off of YouTube...they tell me it has been rejected because of the length of the video! Can you believe it? I'm so annoyed. If I would have known that, I would have uploaded the video to our church's website before I left...but now it's too late for that (sorry, I don't have Dreamweaver on my own computer). I'll get it up next week - until then, no exciting video. :( I know. I'm sad too.

So right now we are driving through Wisconsin. Our good buddy, Dan, is driving...Joni's reading...Angie's enjoying the view...and the other person whose name I can't think of is reading a magazine... I'd take a picture and add it to this, but that's just going to be too much work for this moment. After all, I had to get up at 4:30 in order to get on the road in time! Luckily though, our prayers were answered with a big "yes," and God gave us good enough weather conditions to make it out of town! Yay! Either way, the picture I found online pretty much shows you what we're going through...except the road looks a little more clear than that...

Well, I'll post more later as Joni and I are away in Ohio. I'm sure I'll have lots of thoughts from everything I hear at the conference!

Take care in snowy Minnesota (I'm going to be in snowy Wisconsin...and then Illinois...and then Ohio....)